Being alone is not terminal. When in a #relationship you should have no doubts about your partner. Often we become #jealous with reason. If your partner lies or avoids questions, you are being played. A #partner that cares is attentive and wants to spend time with you...they don't lie and try to cover up what they do when they are not with you. Take a good look at why it is you are filled with doubt, then get out before you are so emotionally attached that you think you would rather stay with that pain than be alone.